Unstoppable

I called my grandma the other day and according to my dad, it made her day. I get to see her next week when she comes down south for a visit. She's also the only other person other than my parents and sisters that is coming to my graduation next month. She is seriously the strongest woman I know. She's been through it all, including cancer. I don't really get to see or talk to her much...but I'm definitely going to call her more often. My dad was telling me that according to her bloodwork and the doctors, it's not looking good. Oh don't get me wrong, she'd fight it with all she has, but everyone has to be prepared for the worse. I made the mistake of not making the most of the time I had with my grandpa when he was alive. I'm NOT going to make that same mistake with her. Shit I'm crying. Good night.

Things People Say

Supwitit. It's been a minute so I thought I'd post an entry. Life is goooood.

• The weather has been amazing to say the least.
• I love all my classes!
• Graduation is in less than 2 months.
• Taylor Swift next month!
• Tahoe with my favorite cousins to start off the summer.
• I finally went back to CHOC.
• Sports Med is fine and dandy.
• Men's Volleyball AND Baseball are ranked #1 in the nation!
• Lakers are smashin', but no surprise there.
• My tanlines are once again looking like underwear.

Anyway, listen here Babygirl. I know it sucks right now. But let me tell you how it goes. First you're sad AND mad. Just all these emotions and it's like you don't know what to do with them. So let 'em out. Don't be ashamed. Keep it bottled in and it'll be worse later on. Okay so then you get sick of being sad and now you're just mad. After you're pissed for a while, you realize that it's a waste of time. So then you get sad again. Go through the motions. Feel what your heart wants you to feel. Cause once that's all said and done, you're stronger. You're able to look back on everything and accept it for what it was and what it is. It DOES get better in time. You just have to let it.

Today: laundry. gym. training room. maybe baseball game. pool. groceries. car wash. study. Round 1 Game 2!

50

Happy Birthday to my Mama! She turned 50 today. Weeeeeee!

Walkin' On the Moon

Studying for finals is kind of fun. Yeah I said it.

Wow. Laker is game is on and they need to pull it together and figure it out. Other than that, they are amazing.

I started running again and then did taebo last night so my quads are killing me right now. It hurts to walk.

Keri Hilson's album is pretty good.

Vegas in less than 2 weeks with my ETCS girls! I miss them.

Only my dad's side is Catholic but I still wanted to give up something for Lent. What did I choose? Sushi. It's been torture.

Okay back to studying. Besides, my laptop is about to die.

I'm so excited for Spring Break!!

She Rockin' That Thing Like...

March is gonna be my GET RIGHT month. I need to stop slackin off in school, stop spending money like it grows on trees, eat right to control my sky high triglycerides, and effing make up with the gym already.

It seriously feels like I'm not going to school cause all I do is go to class, sit there and either: not pay attention, write letters, or fall asleep. I'll be lucky if I pass Stats this quarter. This Tuesday, I have a midterm, a paper due, and a postlab due. I just need to get my priorities straight. I'm so close to graduating and yet everyday I say I want to drop outta school. I'm just so sick of it. But I know I gotta suck it up for a few more months.

Anyway...for my last quarter I only have to take 12 units. Freshwater Ecology Lab, Asian American Psychology, and Afro Latin American Music. Hahahaaaha. So excited. AND I only have class on Mondays and Wednesdays. Holler.

It was pretty warm today. Warm enough to lay by the pool after working 5 hours of sports med for some damn wrestling meet. Swear that shit was so stressful. Why do people wrestle?!? It's a death wish. Some guy broke his wrist, there were subluxed shoulders, and bloody noses everywhere. Everytime someone yelled "trainer" my heart skipped a beat cause I thought someone was dying. -_-

I can't wait til spring break. VEGAS with my ETCS girls. And of course a couple days spent back at home with family.

This post is getting too long. I don't have any new pictures to post so here's a throwback:

emotes for life. miss you ditch.

Gnight, don't let the bed bugs bite.

Pimp Juice

Laundry all day.

Vegas was the shit. XS @ the Encore is the nicest club I've ever been in.

Ashley's birthday was great!

All-Star game today!

February

I have a midterm tomorrow. That's why I'm on here.

My dad just called me. He moved to Chicago on Monday. Just talking to him on the phone almost made me cry. He asked when I'd be coming home next. I told him spring break cause I knew he was going to come back at that time. I remember when me and Jody were little and how every night before we went to bed, he'd stay up and tell us bedtime stories he had made up by himself. And how'd we never want to go to bed cause we wanted to hear more. You wouldn't think so now, but we used to be daddy's little girls. It's sad that we've grown apart from him. It's going to be so weird to come home and not have him there. I could tell in his voice that he was sad. I would hate to have to leave my entire family and live somewhere else all by myself for at least 2 years. And it's freaking freezing over there right now. Maybe I'll apply to PT schools in Chicago.

Me and Christine ordered our cap & gowns yesterday and scheduled appointments for graduation portraits. I can't believe we're graduating in 4 months. I'm excited but scared at the same time. But then again, I can't wait to be done with school for at least a couple months. My dad was saying my grandma's going to come to my graduation. Well duh. If I only get 4-5 tickets, she's first on my list. I wish my grandpa could be there.


Some Reasons to Love February:
-it's Black History month! (I ♥ BP)
-almost all expense paid trip to VEGAS in 2 days
-gf's 22nd birthday
-ms. Jenny Kim's 23rd birthday
-Angeliza's 22nd birthday
-Jody's 19th birthday. wow that sounds so young.
-intramural volleyball (let's just say I am an amazing talent)