Change

i am never drinking coffee after 4 pm again. since i can't fall asleep...i'll talk about this past year since technically it's the last day!

i was going to post pictures to sum up 2008 but changed my mind. now that i think about it, i'm not too fond of this past year. i lost my grandpa, got my heart broken multiple times, found out my dad has to move to chicago for work, broke everything i owned (including 2 cameras, my phone, laptop, and ipod), broke up with the gym, became broke, and to top it off, lakers got raped in the nba finals.

so good riddance to 2008. bring on 2009.

things i'm looking forward to in 2009:
- sushi food battle of the century
- multiple vegas trips (including one for my slice's 21st in june)
- less classes for the last 2 quarters
- spending time with my gfs before senior year is over and we part ways
- graduating college!
- getting $1,000 from my uncle who bet that i couldn't graduate in 4 years
- traveling to places i've never been (including italy, spain, australia, greece, and japan) and revisiting places i have (paris, hawaii, china)
- getting a real job and not being broke
- moving back up north

new year's resolution:
no, it's not to be less of a bitch, or spend less money, or go to the gym everyday, or eat healthier, or be phat. it's not anything like that. it's simple. to be strong. not for my family, not for my friends, not for anyone else but myself. cause people can tell me everything that i want to hear, but at the end of the day, i'm on my own. and i wouldn't have it any other way.

Santa Baby

So hurry down the chimney tonight...

Union City is so freakin cold!! I love being home though. I love wrapping presents. And I can't wait to see my girls and family this week.

Things that I'm excited for...

1. Taco Tuesday

2. SCBPE (Sexy Christmas Boat Parade Extragavanza) @ 119 Ruby Ave.

3. Alumni soccer game

4. Family Christmas party @ 3121 Sugar Beet Way

5. ETCS Secret Santa Exchange

6. Trash Secret Santa Exchange

7. Family Christmas party @ Tiffany's house

8. Seeing family & friends

9. Holiday "cheer"

10. all the FOOD.

Breathe

"And we know it's never simple,

Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,

Breathe,

Without you,
But I have to,

Breathe,
Without you,

But I have to."

This ain't a fairytale

I'm sick of school. I want to graduate so I can go here:

and here:

and here:

and so I can go back here:

and here: